That was a bad mistake....

Good morning or good afternoon whatever time it is on this Monday day!!

So heres what has happen since my first post

• thinking about giving up or not giving up on something but i really want to see where it goes ( trying not to over think it but its really driving me crazy)
• Today i go back to work (hope nothing bad happens)
•  Today my first day to start my new work out plan and my new diet i don't care what other people say or do i want to start making difference in my life im ready to be something new 
• wondering what i said or did wrong this whole last week keeps flooding back in my mind

Millions other thoughts on top of that!!!

 let me just sum  it up....

My first post is dumb what i wrote is stupid and well if i offened anybody sorry!! Yes i sound like overly attach girl to guy i don't know! SSSSOOOORRRRYYYY!!!!

Today's Monday so back to work i go working a 12 hour shift. Really isn't that bad but sometimes it does get to me like today probably won't be a good day. I'm kind of already down in the dumps so i know something bad gonna happen i can feel it. I'm just lost at the moment i have a lot things to say but i can't manage to get the words out of my head!

So have a good day enjoy your lovely Monday try not to kill anybody and try not to be stupid crazy like me!!